it's finally over.. =)

sweet moment~ the day we got our M.Ds..
hip hip horray!!!

ya Allah..aku panjatkan kesyukuran yang teramat tinggi pada-Mu ya Tuhan..Alhamdulillah di atas kurniaan-Mu ini..

today...it's official...i'm only an average student who barely pass my clinical exam..somehow He gave me strength...to finish it with victory...
n from now on i am officially Dr Amy Suzanna...

owh..saye sgt populer dan terkenal sebagai "ha!mane budak nanges tu?" among all the lecturers and external examiners..boohoo T.T couldn't hold the tears because i was too stressed out when i have to sit for viva yesterday..it felt like the end of the world..i have no chance graduating together with my friends...what went wrong?? i thought i did well in my short cases..n long case i know it was not so good but i managed to reach up to management..that time..only God knows how i feel..embarrassed, sad, anger..it's all mixed up...why me??
it was excruciatingly painful waiting for my turn...i was praying so hard to get nice examiners this time..
when Dr Chan (beloved orthopaedic surgeon) and Dr Wong (radiologist) called my name..i was so nervous and couldn't breathe..hyperventilating and black out for few seconds and nearly fainted..they were so worried...and then came Prof Hafiz (ortho surgeon from UIA)..he asked me to relax a bit..he said my brain need a lot of oxygen to answer his questions later...gosh! but he was sooo kind n i'm so thankful having him as my examiner...thank u so much prof..

sape cakap dapat ortho case senang?? sape ckp Prof Pan xakan failkan org eventho die baik gile? salah sendiri juge..xsentuh langsung buku ortho the night before long case...terlampau yakin xakan dpt ortho..sekali..hamek ko..Avascular Necrosis...adoi~ =S

pheww~papepon...alhamdulillah...pass juge akhirnye..i'm not a top student...but am still a doctor.. next stop~ HO...MO...then...MRCP? MRCS? MRCOG? huhu~ long way to go but still..
start low..go slow..aim high!!

ade hikmah nye sume ni...aku dapat rasekan yang Allah sangat dekat dalam diri..hopefully i'm capable enough to be a good and safe doctor~ amin..

alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah~

boleh start packing barang dah.. (^.^)